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Here and there and everywhere

5 Jun

Yesternight was hard but things are back to kinda okay again so myself thinks I’ll do without the hospital.  I never documented it, duh.  I didn’t want to scare anyone.  I kinda explained it in the aftermath, but you can never explain the true terror you go through.  But if your like me, you can write it off that you survived none the less and it’s time to move on.  I’ve been having a rough month yes.  But last night was truly the only point in where it got dangerous, so other than that I don’t think I really need to be in the hospital.  I mean I’m not functioning most days, but the hospital won’t help with that.  I need my meds I hope they’re coming soon.  I got two from a friend today.  I went out today and ate and visited said friend and picked up the meds.  I did my webinar.  Yesterday was really good and Sunday was pretty good I thought things were turning around.  Probably because the 2nd anti-depressant ran out, it’s my 4th day of not that now.  I can do this.