PTSD Wonderings

26 Mar

Sometimes the complications seem not so bad and that’s because they were years ago. And then I think do I want to chance going through that again? But am I just willing to give up sex indefinitely? The last time I went into PTSD mode was because I just had sex with this random guy who turned out to be a really bad guy and set off a lot of symptoms and triggers. I have symptoms and stuff with no sexual exposure but it’s pretty minimal unless I get stuck in a PTSD loop. The thing is I’m not in a relationship and don’t have good social/people skills. So sex again would most likely be with just some random guy. I think it might be better since I’m living as trans now and that itself takes away some of the trauma. But who knows. And it could just be another bad person.

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