Therapy, Trans Update, and all

17 Jan

So I apparently had to have an appointment with the therapist and couldn’t just stop seeing her without talking to her about it, and if I did stop seeing her I would just need to see someone else.  Because apparently now I always have to be seeing a therapist, when this happened I did not know, but I call bullshit but not really have the time or the space, so I’ll play their game for now.

I told the therapist all the reasons I think I should’ve been cleared to study abroad she told me the two hesitations she had, I said I maintain my stance she said same with her.  Not like changing their mind now would help anyways.  Apparently they seem to think you shouldn’t need therapy to be able to go abroad, lol.  We’ll show them.

I did talk to my dad, it went surprisingly well.  He didn’t scream or call me names or anything.  Although he did open the conversation with “Is this about your sex change operation” which was inappropriate and misguided in many ways.  The conversation went with him saying he “won’t stand in my way.” Because I don’t stand in him.  What’s amazing about that is #1 He realizes I don’t agree with what he does #2 he sees I try to keep quiet about it or just let him be #3He’s always tried to get involved with my psych treatment.  We’ll see if it holds but I hope it does.

Looking into the future and it looks like a fork, trying to figure out the right way I guess.  Hinted at some unspoken things at counseling, maybe working on them but I don’t want to destabilize.  Working on expressing feelings, might be overrated.

3 Responses to “Therapy, Trans Update, and all”

  1. scarlettcat January 17, 2018 at 7:28 PM #

    sometimes we don’t agree with our psychologist and that’s okay. Stay strong ❤

    • mm172001 January 17, 2018 at 8:08 PM #

      Yeah, I told her it doesn’t much matter now and I’m not going to hold a grudge. So lets just move on.

      • scarlettcat January 17, 2018 at 8:19 PM #

        that’s good. There was consensus and that is a good thing. I’m going to talk to my therapist, too.

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