Dysphoria- bodies and other weird shit

25 Sep

I feel like I have 3 bodies. My girl body, boy body, and in between body. I can’t access the boy one because of the weight, my pain, and current binders, and I just only sometimes pass to myself which I guess is a start. My inbetween is where I can stay at if I do gender to be trans but when feeling depressed and lying around the house a lot like I am right now I’m not doing anything. So here I am stuck in the girl body and today and last night I was having PTSD flashbacks. I almost wonder if they only happen then because I never recall them happening when I’m confident and feel right it may just be coorolaration though. Almost makes me wonder if it’s worth going inbetween to stop these flashbacks. 

2 Responses to “Dysphoria- bodies and other weird shit”

  1. G. Collerone September 25, 2017 at 6:05 PM #

    sorry you are feeling out of sorts. PTSD flashbacks suck. here if you need me, always

  2. manyofus1980 September 25, 2017 at 6:28 PM #

    I hope you figure it out. Pts sucks. x

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