A lot

24 Feb

A lot has happened since I last posted but I’m trying to put that behind me and move on, maybe a retroactive update later
Today the gender dysphoria was strong. I looked in the mirror and I immediately had to look away. I got dressed in the corner so the walls couldn’t see me. The gender dysphoria that usually goes with my breasts was combined with the body dysphoria that I get with my weight sometime. However this is the first time I had gender dysphoria for my bottom half. It was strange. That’s why while I don’t fully identify as trans I want to leave my options open. I feel like I’ve lived in a certain environment where certain things weren’t even allowed to be thought about until now.  

2 Responses to “A lot”

  1. manyofus1980 February 26, 2017 at 11:43 PM #

    I’m so sory the dysphoria was so bad. I hope you feel better now. x

    • mm172001 February 28, 2017 at 8:21 AM #

      The dysphoria passed. Depression is still strong.

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