I feel life going and it’s just kinda going in circles, sometimes I think I am making progress and then something happens and I think the progress that I made, I didn’t make. I changed my Greek to a Pass-No Pass status which was a good thing because I failed the Midterm. I don’t think I have ever failed anything I have ever tried in my life before, granted I didn’t try as hard as I could. I’m still okay with it though because I got a zero on a part that I didn’t have any idea on so when I subtracted that out I didn’t do that bad. Maybe I’m just rationalizing it, I don’t know. I can’t drop the class, so I just need to pass it. Things are still real difficult on the social front and it’s getting harder to pretend it just doesn’t bother me. I’m okay with a lot of time alone and my family lives close by so thats okay. But it’s just frustrating trying and failing, even though I know I’m not good at this. Like the people say their the ones missing out but when I don’t see myself that way then, I just see myself lacking.