Struggling

27 Oct

Voices, my sister had her baby yesterday, the voices are telling me it’s going to die because of choices I am making.  I took some valium and an extra half of a Latuda.  I have a midterm tomorrow morning and the last one on Tuesday.  I see my case manager tomorrow, but I’m afraid to mention it because of going to the hospital before my last midterm.  Plus I don’t want to go to the hospital anyways.  I got the music blasting, I’m trying to use my coping skills but it’s hard to use them and co-study.  Plus I really need to study for this Greek midterm.  Wish me luck, everyone!

4 Responses to “Struggling”

  1. G. Collerone October 27, 2016 at 6:41 PM #

    Good luck!!

  2. manyofus1980 November 18, 2016 at 1:07 PM #

    hugs marci I am sorry your struggling its a horrible feeling. thinking of you. stay strong! ❤ xoxo

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