I was sitting on the couch earlier today tears quietly rolling down my face, thinking again. I tried not to feel sorry for myself. I thought of what I could do to be proactive. I looked into summer school at UC Davis and I’m on a waitlist, I also e-mailed about taking a Spanish placement test and may take Spanish if I can take the placement test before summer school starts and if I don’t get into the waitlisted class. I ate some ice cream I know most people won’t think that’s good, but it makes me feel better, even if only temporarily. I’m trying to stay up so my sleep doesn’t get too messed up. I see my case manager tomorrow and then she goes on vacation for 3 or 4 weeks. She gets back, right when I get back from my NAMI convention. I wish I was doing better when she was leaving, it’s like the first time I haven’t been doing well in awhile. This week has kinda been a mess. Tomorrow is a new day.
Marci, Mental Health, & More
Marci- Me a 32 year old gay female living in California in the United States.
Mental Health- I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar type. I blog about my own experience with mental health as well as resources, research, and re-blogs relating to mental health.
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