Today it all kicked in, I don’t know why today. And of course today was the day some of my NAMI walkers decided to message me back so I couldn’t just stay away from it like I wanted to. Tomorrow I am going to put my link to my fundraising page on my main Facebook page, I’m just $30 shy of reaching my $1000 goal; but I’d really like to reach $1500 this year. I bought my t-shirts and need to start working on the team logo but my mom is being difficult and she is going on vacation in a couple weeks and won’t be able to help me. I’m trying not to stress, but this is my one big event. I kept typing on my blog FB page earlier today this event is not a measure of my worth; but it seems like it and if I can’t recruit enough people or raise enough funds than I am a failure or not good enough. I do this every year around this time, yet I do this every year- at least it’ll be over in 4 weeks and I will be happy I did it and contributed. It’s just stressful.
Marci, Mental Health, & More
Marci- Me a 32 year old gay female living in California in the United States.
Mental Health- I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar type. I blog about my own experience with mental health as well as resources, research, and re-blogs relating to mental health.
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