It’s 5am and I need someone to talk to

6 Mar

Couldn’t sleep, that’s the mixture of red bull (energy drinks) and psych meds (plus a little more psych meds than you are suppose to be taking).  Now my minds rollin’ in all kinds of directions.  Excited about the possible opportunity at San Diego State but wondering about the comfort and security of UC Davis.  Still got that ASD evaluation taking a lot of space up in my mind.  People have asked me if it changes anything, and I don’t know how to explain the answer.  Anyways, I was just playing a mock interview in the bath tub a couple minutes ago.  I hope they don’t ask me about my childhood because I don’t remember much of that and I really don’t want to get my parents involved in this or for them to even know the outcome, either way or that I had the assessment.

I found out just after midnight I’m about a week late for both community colleges for petitioning to graduate in the spring, so I guess it looks like my AA degrees will say on them Fall 2016.  I’m going to talk to both colleges Monday, I swear a faculty member told me to petition early March but I doubt that will grant me any lee way.  It’s a good thing that I don’t need those degrees for either transfer college, because I did put it in my UC Application Essay, that I’d have them by Spring 2016.  Where is my time machine?!?  Bad memory sucks, wish I could blame ECT for all this…

5 Responses to “It’s 5am and I need someone to talk to”

  1. matterstosam March 6, 2016 at 10:01 AM #

    Sounds like you have a lot going on! This would overwhelm anyone. So you’re going to two community colleges at once? For the assesment I’m sure the fact that you don’t remember much of your childhood would be telling for the person doing it. I would be anxious too.

    • mm172001 March 6, 2016 at 10:22 AM #

      Yeah I take 3 classes at one school that I need if I choose to transfer to UC Davis and I take 2 classes at a different school that I need if I am going to transfer to San Diego State. I’ve been assessed a bunch of times, i just hope that’s not important to them cuz can’t help them with the childhood.

  2. manyofus1980 March 6, 2016 at 2:24 PM #

    what are you hoping to major in when you transfer? is it linguistics? or lbgt studies? couldnt remember. hope you eventually managed some sleep. i hate nights where i feel wide awake like that. XX

    • mm172001 March 6, 2016 at 5:14 PM #

      At San Diego it’d be a double major in LGBT Studies and linguistics with moving back to Sacramento for graduate studies in linguistics

      Uc Davis only has a linguistic department but all the way to
      Ph.D.

      • manyofus1980 March 7, 2016 at 1:12 AM #

        That all sounds really cool, I know you’re going to do really well

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