Going into overwhelm mode

5 Mar

Time to write. Today has been a chill day. I think I may be getting sick. The weather is icky and my sister is stuck cleaning so no walk today. I’ve spent most the day sleeping, in bed, or in the bath. I did a SMASH page on getting accepted to San Diego State University. Because of all the lounging around its been hard not to get stuck in my head. 20 somethings friend and I are suppose to study tonight instead of Sunday night because he has something else he wants to do Sunday night. I should be studying now. I have my sociology midterm Thusday. I just won’t until my friend comes over and there is the reason/pressure to. I was thinking today about  how I use to wonder if I was an Aspie. I guess now I’ll find out. It’s hard for me not to google symptoms and just try to self diagnosis but for this I want a real accurate so I’m trying to stay away. I looked at San Diego State’s website quite a bit this morning; housing, my majors, campus life, disability services, tuition. I’m running out of things to do to keep my brain occupied, maybe I’ll have to start my studying/hmwk early.

4 Responses to “Going into overwhelm mode”

  1. manyofus1980 March 6, 2016 at 1:56 AM #

    I hope studying went well! X

  2. matterstosam March 6, 2016 at 9:57 AM #

    Just started following your blog. Not knowing whether or not you have a certain mental illness is hard. Will you be going somewhere to be evaluated for autism? I’m so happy you got accepted into sandiago state! I hated studdying when I was in college!

    • mm172001 March 6, 2016 at 10:25 AM #

      I currently have 4 official diagnosis schizoaffective disorder bipolar type, borderline personality disorder, sensory processing disorder, and PTSD. But I have a lot of hodge podge sypmtoms here and there and diagnosis that have come and gone too. I’m not sure I think my health care is doing it. I love college, if it weren’t for it I’d probably would have comitted suicide by now.

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