Just A Little off my meds

19 Feb

My pill chart re-loading is off this week since I went to Disneyland last week, I normally do it every Sunday morning, but since I would need my pills for Monday on the trip I loaded the chart last Friday.  I’m sick or in pain with something and that pain includes when I swallow, so this morning I didn’t take my morning dose of medications before going to an urgent care appointment to address this sickness/pain that includes: chest tightness, chest pain, back pain, difficulty swallowing/breathing, pain swallowing/breathing.  Last time I had similar symptoms it was pneumonia so I suggested this and we had a chest x-ray so far it looks like no, but that’s also what they said last time.  I waited 45 minutes for the chest x-ray and while in the little room waiting for my primary started having a panic attack and getting claustrophobic, I opened the door- it’s strange since it’s not my usual symptoms.  She was asking me all these questions about the sickness/pain but my mind was whirling with the anxiety/panic.

I’m also super sleepy/maybe because of added topamax, maybe because of sickness/pain, I don’t know, but I feel like the voices know the right combo of the meds to give me the energy and special powers to make it through the tests

4 Responses to “Just A Little off my meds”

  1. Bradley February 19, 2016 at 1:50 PM #

    Sorry you’re having such a tough time of it, especially after the joys of Disneyland. I hope the panic attacks and all pass quickly for you.

    • mm172001 February 20, 2016 at 7:40 PM #

      Thanks, it was probably just being extra emotional w/o the meds

  2. manyofus1980 February 23, 2016 at 4:44 AM #

    So sorry to read you are sick, feel better soon, xx

    • mm172001 February 23, 2016 at 10:24 AM #

      I’m feeling much better thanks.

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