I have another date tomorrow. I’m nervous. On the last one, she was sorta trying to get cuddly and I wasn’t being very receptive. While going though the internet today I saw this little image above. That’s me, and I don’t think many people are going to wait around with my fears of intimacy and love. I will open up, I don’t doubt that but I’m not sure how long it will take. I don’t know how to explain to someone that this is the way I am without already getting into some of that emotional attachment and trust. I guess if I just shoot it down from the get go I’ll never find out. Here’s to an awkward tomorrow.