Lost

4 Jan

I feel lost.  I feel unappreciated.  I feel a heaviness.

Probably all BPD.  I fucking hate this, Is it ever going to go away?

8 Responses to “Lost”

  1. EvenTide Abyss January 4, 2016 at 1:26 AM #

    I am right there with you… I hate, hate, hate feeling because my bpd is so insane… the thing that gets me through the hardest days is remembering how frequently my mood changes, maybe it is just me but if i go to sleep usually i wake up in a totally different mood. i hate it because it’s normally not anything for the better; but it does help me get through the worst days knowing at least that feeling won’t be there forever, despite my feeling it will.
    sorry i hope that made sense.. if you ever wanna talk i’m always around for what it is worth. hugz ❤

    • mm172001 January 4, 2016 at 12:54 PM #

      Thanks. I’ll have to remember that. This morning isn’t that bad but I’m pretty sure it’s because the Valium is still in my system.

  2. manyofus1980 January 4, 2016 at 1:32 AM #

    Hugs I know it isnt easy. I am here listening if you feel like writing some more. XX

  3. Shrewed Up January 4, 2016 at 3:47 AM #

    You are not alone, and it will get better. Big hugs.

    • mm172001 January 4, 2016 at 12:53 PM #

      Thanks. Sometimes the feelings seem to be unbearable

  4. M.J.Neely January 4, 2016 at 4:24 AM #

    *hugs* here’s to hoping you feel better soon. Xx

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