Finals week x2

8 Dec

Next week is suppose to be finals week with a final exam for each of my classes, Monday and Tuesday, then I’ll be done. However each class is having final projects this week. I had my Hebrew presentation yesterday, so one down. Today is a one-on-one conversation with my French teacher and Thursday I have to write an essay about aliens in French.

And of course yesterday I got sick, so I have that on top of all these projects and tests. Yesterday I was having another panic about school, transferring, and the future. As well as a huge feeling of insecurity about everything.  I just crawled into bed and didn’t do anything. They (the voices) were talking about how I missed up the presentation because I didn’t talk enough, and that my paper is plagerized, and I was going to fail at all my classes, transferring, relationships, and life in general. It’s hard when you have something saying that in your head over and over and it seems like they know everything. 

I don’t know how to explain it but it’s like the voices are omnipotent, omniscient, and everywhere (can’t remember the omi for that one.)

2 Responses to “Finals week x2”

  1. manyofus1980 December 8, 2015 at 12:28 PM #

    Good luck with the rest of your finals. I really get it about the voices. Having hallucinations sometimes I understand what you are going through. Sending hugs and support XX

    • mm172001 December 8, 2015 at 2:56 PM #

      Yeah. Sometimes people tell me to ignore them or that they lie. Neither of those really help.

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