It’s probably the depression talking but right now I just want to give it all up. Drop my classes. Drop my plans for the future. Drop my social life. Drop everything.
Go into hiding or hibernation. Alone in my room, where I cant fuck things up. Where people can’t hurt me.
It’s part missing my Viibryd for a week. It’s part fear and anxiety. But the biggest part is 20 somethings friend leaving.
I feel like I won’t bounce back, so why not give up now.