I just want to give it all up

2 Nov

It’s probably the depression talking but right now I just want to give it all up. Drop my classes. Drop my plans for the future. Drop my social life. Drop everything. 

Go into hiding or hibernation. Alone in my room, where I cant fuck things up. Where people can’t hurt me. 

It’s part missing my Viibryd for a week. It’s part fear and anxiety. But the biggest part is 20 somethings friend leaving. 

I feel like I won’t bounce back, so why not give up now. 

2 Responses to “I just want to give it all up”

  1. manyofus1980 November 2, 2015 at 4:53 PM #

    You are stronger than you know and you will get through it and bounce back! Look at all you’ve survived? All you’ve been through and come out on the other side? keep fighting. the world needs a strong survivor like you. Xx

  2. Andi November 3, 2015 at 4:59 PM #

    Shitty stuff. Hang in there x

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