I’m feeling really uneasy right now. The voices made a quick joke about the school shooting on Thursday. I just kinda shrugged it off. Saturday night we got bits a verbal tirade that ended up with me taking an extra Latuda and 2 Valium. Last night I was afraid of the same so I took NyQuil so they wouldn’t have a chance. It worked, but I had bad dreams. I’m really anxious and paranoid regarding social activities and the social circle and its playing out in my dreams. I wake up crying or pissed off. Like these things are happening in real life. Reality is blurring in so many ways and I feel a breakdown coming on. I wish someone would just tell me it’s alright and it won’t get that bad, but who knows. Very stressed and uneasy.
Marci, Mental Health, & More
Marci- Me a 32 year old gay female living in California in the United States.
Mental Health- I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar type. I blog about my own experience with mental health as well as resources, research, and re-blogs relating to mental health.
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