Update- uneasy

5 Oct

I’m feeling really uneasy right now. The voices made a quick joke about the school shooting on Thursday. I just kinda shrugged it off. Saturday night we got bits a verbal tirade that ended up with me taking an extra Latuda and 2 Valium. Last night I was afraid of the same so I took NyQuil so they wouldn’t have a chance. It worked, but I had bad dreams. I’m really anxious and paranoid regarding social activities and the social circle and its playing out in my dreams. I wake up crying or pissed off. Like these things are happening in real life. Reality is blurring in so many ways and I feel a breakdown coming on. I wish someone would just tell me it’s alright and it won’t get that bad, but who knows. Very stressed and uneasy.

One Response to “Update- uneasy”

  1. manyofus1980 October 5, 2015 at 4:44 PM #

    so tough, so hard to deal with here for you any time. sending hugs and support. i hope you find someone who you can talk to about your feelings. xx

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