Its too much

6 Sep

I’ve allowed myself to feel again and it is too much.  This is the reminder of why I stay to myself.  Everyone else in life moves on and I just can’t handle it.  I’m paralyzed with fear to even have a conversation.  I put so much effort in but I can’t anymore and I don’t think he will.  I don’t know what to do with myself.  It hurts so bad.

9 Responses to “Its too much”

  1. Li September 6, 2015 at 2:07 AM #

    😦 hugs

  2. Andi September 6, 2015 at 3:17 AM #


  3. prideinmadness September 6, 2015 at 4:17 AM #

    Feeling is hard. I’m struggling with it too. *hugs*

  4. Cherry September 6, 2015 at 9:46 AM #

    Allowing yourself to be vulnerable is hard… I’m sorry you’re struggling. Please be gentle with yourself… you’re doing the best you can.. ♡

  5. manyofus1980 September 7, 2015 at 7:40 AM #

    Hugs. It isnt easy. I know that. Sending my support. XX

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