I’m not sure I could cause that much pain

10 Aug

I was watching Glee with 20 somethings friend tonight and the last episode we watched was one where they did the Cory Monteith tribute.  Watching the people grieve Finn’s death.  I know people would grieve me and sometimes I try to justify that I’m in so much pain daily and people would get over it.  And I think most people would except those very close to me.  To them I’m irreplaceable.  I’m compiling my blogs and just finished copying and pasting March 2012, here’s a quote:

The only areas where I can see myself as being irreplaceable is in certain relationships with people.  People can argue every relationship is unique and you couldn’t be replaced, but I only hold a few as important and think someone could serve the purpose that I was in someone’s life even if not in the exact way.  That’s what keeps me holding on a lot.  The fact that some people would be sad or whatever if I was gone.

I wish people wouldn’t wait till people were gone to tell them how important they are to them or how much they love them.  I’ve been trying to do that more lately, especially with the three.

“Like I’m Gonna Lose You” Meghan Trainor ft John Legend

I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all aloneI woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we’re not promised tomorrowSo I’m gonna love you
Like I’m gonna lose you
I’m gonna hold you
Like I’m saying goodbye wherever we’re standing
I won’t take you for granted ’cause we’ll never know when
When we’ll run out of time so I’m gonna love you
Like I’m gonna lose you
I’m gonna love you like I’m gonna lose you

[John Legend:]
In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know

So I’ll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I’ll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets

Let’s take our time
To say what we want
Use what we got
Before it’s all gone
‘Cause no, we’re not promised tomorrow

[Both:]
So I’m gonna love you
Like I’m gonna lose you
I’m gonna hold you
Like I’m saying goodbye wherever we’re standing
I won’t take you for granted ’cause we’ll never know when
When we’ll run out of time so I’m gonna love you
Like I’m gonna lose you
I’m gonna love you like I’m gonna lose you

Hey
Whoa

I’m gonna love you
Like I’m gonna lose you
I’m gonna hold you
Like I’m saying goodbye wherever we’re standing
I won’t take you for granted ’cause we’ll never know when
When we’ll run out of time so I’m gonna love you
Like I’m gonna lose you
I’m gonna love you like I’m gonna lose you

One Response to “I’m not sure I could cause that much pain”

  1. manyofus1980 August 16, 2015 at 2:37 PM #

    This really made me think. Its so true. All too often people wait and dont say what they are thinking and then something happens to their loved ones and its too late. XX

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