I suppose I should write an un-password protected blog

20 Jul

I slept most of the day until 2pm or so.  When I got up I took my morning pills, responded to a text, and replied to comments.  Mostly to let people know I’m still alive.  Oh and I had some Life cereal.  And then I went back to bed.  Now it is 7pm and I am up again probably for the rest of the “day” or whatever is left of it.  My Latuda did not come in the mail today, but the other med that I was going to run out of did.  So it was bitter sweet, seeing the package and then opening it.  One of my meds always has to be picked up at the pharmacy and it’s scheduled to pick up this week.  I will most likely send my dad, because there are usually problems with this prescription and honestly I just can’t handle that right now.  I’m thinking about him asking about getting some Latuda since I’ve been out for the couple days, but he REALLY REALLY hates that medication and I don’t want to start an argument, when I can just wait.  But can I just wait?  I was so suicidal yesterday and it wasn’t out of the blue it had built up, I’m not feeling much different today but I have no plans to do anything (suicide wise).  Another blogger nominated me for the sunshine blogger award and I appreciate it and will accept it and it’s conditions when I am feeling a little better.  So that’s the update.

2 Responses to “I suppose I should write an un-password protected blog”

  1. missj3an July 21, 2015 at 3:05 AM #

    I had a very similar day yesterday to you, sleep seems the best escape when everything is so unbearable. That’s good you can get some meds delivered in the mail, I would find that really handy over here. I haven’t heard of Latuda before, I wonder if it is under a different name in the UK.

    Take care – J XXX

  2. manyofus1980 July 21, 2015 at 10:16 AM #

    I was also nominated for the sunshine blog award! Congrats on the nomination and I am so glad your still with us. Always here if you need anything. XX

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