Left out again

16 Jul

I don’t get the joke. I’m not “in” with the cool kids. I feel like an idiot. Just a prop in a play. I try to pretend it’s all okay. Make conversation. But when a group is planning an outing in front of you, it’s hard. I guess I’ll never be “in” with the cool kids ever again. But I want it so bad. Triggered so I take Valium, it’s better than being awake and alone with my thoughts.

2 Responses to “Left out again”

  1. manyofus1980 July 17, 2015 at 12:20 AM #

    Try to rest. Being triggered is horrible. You dont have to be in with anyone, just be you. Your cool just the way you are. XX

  2. missj3an July 17, 2015 at 3:08 PM #

    Hi Marci, I know exactly how you feel. I just wanted to let you know that I have nominated you for the ‘encouraging thunder’ award on a recent blog post of mine. J XXX 🙂

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