2 Jul

My mind is going crazy.   The voices say nothing will change and that trying to move out will only make matters worse.   Haven’t had a chance to talk to my sister she’s just on vacation mode.  Had to get up, to quit crying.  Now sitting in the dark front room by myself.  In the end you only have yourself.  So maybe I should end it all now.  I don’t like myself and that’s truth to the core.  I have people in my life that think I am important to them, or they’d miss me, or whatever.  Just sometimes I feel like  I can’t escape this fate I have.  Here in Mexico, crying in the dark, suffering in silence.  Considering just taking some Valium and going to bed.  This isn’t how most people spend their vacation, I doubt it.

4 Responses to “”

  1. Ziya Tamesis July 2, 2015 at 8:34 PM #

    *hugs*

  2. manyofus1980 July 3, 2015 at 9:08 PM #

    Hugs. Your in a really tough spot Marci. I’m so sorry. Supporting you and listening. XX

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