Quick check in

24 Jun

The last 24 hours have been hell.  I’m not too sure why.  I get massively triggered, start crying, get suicidal, etc… and it just spirals.  What doesn’t help matters is I forgot both my 5pm and night pills last night.  Just got out of counseling session where I cried for an hour and a half.  So exhausted, but hopefully won’t have another breakdown/meltdown till after Pride.  Had to put my case manager in her place a couple times, anyone who knows me in real life knows I’m not one to put p-eople in their place just not in my personality… it was just that bad.  I guess I get these periods where I grieve everything at once, more on that later.  I’m exhausted and dehydrated.

3 Responses to “Quick check in”

  1. sistasertraline June 25, 2015 at 7:48 AM #

    shitty times my dear, hang in there x

  2. manyofus1980 June 25, 2015 at 2:12 PM #

    Hang tight. I’m glad you stood up for yourself. X

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