17 Jun

Having real bad self harm urges, my wrists are burning I’d take a Valium but I already took 4 last night.  My brain won’t stop obsessing that someone doesn’t like me and thinks I’m immature and should be able to handle things on my own. It’s like my worst fears when asking for help. I’m trying to communicate it out, but I suck at that. I also have such a hard time thinking it’s something I deserve. So it’s hard to say. Hopefully I get a good response. Not sure what I can handle right now. I guess that’s what I get for trying to pretend I can go at it alone for so long, people just assume I can and I’m choosing not to. I didn’t chose this life. 

4 Responses to “”

  1. poet4peace June 17, 2015 at 6:51 PM #

    Nobody would choose this life!

  2. manyofus1980 June 17, 2015 at 6:54 PM #

    I hear you! I would not want this life either if I could help it. XX

    • mm172001 June 17, 2015 at 8:17 PM #

      I really dislike people who think we create this drama ourselves.

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