100 Questions, 100 Answers

17 Jun

Inspired by blahpolar diaries

1.How are you, really?

Doing better than I was this morning but still in a funk.
2. How do you feel right now? What are you thinking about?
I think I answered that in the last question.  Nervous, hopeful, teary.  What tomorrow will bring.  If I should have a 4th of July party.
3.What’s your favorite color?
Purple
4. What’s your favorite food.?
Right now a cheese enchilada at a local family owned Mexican place.
5. What’s your favorite dessert?
Mom’s Making Cookies Last month’s flavor of the moth at Baskin and Robbins
6. How old are you?
32
7. What have you learned today?
That I am getting better and more honest in treatment.
8. What was your favorite subject in school?
Math
9. What do you do?
Work for my parents. Computer work
10. What are some of your favorite books?
It gets better, Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, memoirs, lamb, the little prince, bible
11. What are some of your favorite movies?
Drop Dead Fred, Lilo and Stitch. Role Models.  Freedom Writers.  Tyler Perry movies
12. What kind of music are you into?

Stuff from the 90s and some pop music.  Everclear and Pink are my favorite artists.
13. If you were going to write a book, what would you call it and what would it be about?
Private thoughts in printed form…. a collection of my poems, art, blog posts, etc.
14. What’s one of the scariest things you’ve ever done?
I have bad anxiety so little things scare me a lot and things that are suppose to don’t.  I guess telling my case manager about the kids thing.
15. What accomplishment are you most proud of?
Staying alive, never needing 911 or the cops called on me.
16. Are you married?
No.
17. How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend?
I’ll let you know.
18. Do you think it’s better to get married when you’re young or better to wait a while?
Depends on the couple…. usually I’d say wait but everyone’s entiled to their own decisions and mistakes.
19. Do you have any kids?

no 😦
20. Have you ever thought of adopting?
Yes.  Fostering ideal but first have to get stable won’t give foster kids (or adopted) to just anyone.
21. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Teacher
22. How did you get into your profession?
Family ties
23. Would you recommend your profession to other people? Why / Why not?
No. Boring as hell and I think few people want to work for their parents.
24. What do you do for fun?
smash book, scrapbook, write, swim, hang out with friends, hang out with my sister, counseling appointments (sometimes), take classes that interest me.
25. Do you like traveling?
Yes but not alone and I love the tourist traps.  My bucket list is go to Italy and I’d also like to go to all the Disney parks around the world.
26. If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go?
Italy
27. Who are some people you’d like to meet someday?
True friends and true love
28. If someone asked you to give them a random piece of advice, what would you say?
It gets better
29. What’s one of your favorite habits you have?
Eating at the same places again and again
30. What are some things that make you really happy?
counseling sessions, time with friends, making other people happy/smile/laugh or putting together events where everyone enjoys themselves.
31. What are some things that make you really sad?

Life, memory issues, childhood, missed opportunities, the unfairness of the world
32. What are some things that scare you?
Loss, phones, men, the dark, my thoughts
33. Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous?
Plan all the say, part of my OCD
34. Are you a religious person?
yes, but don’t attend religious activities or events
35. If you could go back in history, who would you like to meet?
My younger self
36. Would you rather live in the country or in the city?
City but not too city like New York.  Suburbs ideally
37. What was your life like growing up?
Don’t remember
38. What were you like in high school?
That was 4 years and I was all over the place, smart, friendly, depressed, hyper (later we find out is mania), awkward, a planner, angry.
39. Do you have any brothers or sisters? How many?
2 sisters
40. What’s your favorite part about today so far?
Working out/resolving a conversation from last night.  I really do hate communicating but it’s good for the future of relationships
41. Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it?
Case manager, accepting me as I am
42. What’s your favorite joke?

What do you call a fish with no eye?   Fssssh
43. Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?)
Tried it and don’t like it can’t digest seaweed but edamame is pretty good.
44. Do you like spicy food?
Not really
45. How do you like your steak cooked?
Rare to medium rare though I try not to eat red meat as much because of my cholesterol
46. Do you have a favorite number? Any particular reason why you like that number?
4, I just do
47. If you were a type of animal, what would you be and why?
Turtle, could stick my head in my shell when life gets too crazy/overwhelming
48. What’s one of the strangest things you’ve ever done?
Stupid stuff as a teenager.  Like trying to give kids candy at the local fast food restraunts and then lecturing them on not taking candy from strangers if they did it.
49. What kind of vacations do you like?
Places I’ve never been. Disneyland, tourist traps, anywhere if it’s with good company
50. What are some of your major goals in life?

Use what I’ve been through to help other people. Start a family
51. What are some of your smaller goals in life?
get and keep a job. get a partner. get stable
52. What do you like least about yourself?
my insecurity
53. What embarrasses you?
being childish or going into kid mode
54. If you could try out any job for a day, what would you like to try?
Neuroscience.
55. What’s your earliest memory?
Trying to suffocate myself (10)
56. What’s the best decision you ever made?
To keep it up and keep trying.  Even though things still suck a lot there are many more good days and moments than there use to be.
57. Who’s your best / closest friend?
20 something’s friend
58. What do you think people think of you?
smart, awkward, nice
59. What were your grades like in school?
As and Bs
60. If you could learn one random skill, what would you learn?
how to cook
61. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Introvert, except when manic.
62. Have you ever taken a personality test? (How did the results turn out?)
Yes INFJ
63. What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Nothing, usually i’m in my head trying to prepare what to say and thinking if i sound stupid
64. Do you think people can control their own destiny?
no
65. Do you think all people are equally valuable, or do you think some people in certain situations might be more valuable than others (say, a severely retarded patient vs. a doctor who could potentially save hundreds of lives)?
Define value
66. Do you think people are basically bad or basically good?
Good.
67. Do you think morals are universal or relative to the beliefs, traditions, and practices of individuals or groups?
Universal and influenced by all those other concepts.
68. Do you think God exists?
Something like people’s concept of God
69. Do you think any kind of afterlife exists?
Yes
70. Do you vote? Why / Why not? If you do vote, how do you usually vote?
Yes depends on the issue or candidate.
71. Do you think gay people choose to be gay? Do you think straight people choose to be straight?
No but I think people can chose to accept it or deny it.  No and most just go with it because it’s the majority
72. Is torture ever a good option? If no, why not? If yes, when?
No
73. Would you kill an innocent person if you thought it might mean saving a dozen other people?
Possible I need to know more information
74. What’s the most money you’ve ever given away?
$600
75. What’s the biggest personal change you’ve ever made?
Accepting responsibility
76. What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done?
Trusting people and staying in toxic relationships for too long.
77. What do you think would be one of the best steps we could take toward ending poverty around the world?
I have no idea
78. What do you think we could do to best improve the education system?
Pay teachers better have more training and perks
79. In general, what do you think about art?
The arts are great, I’m not that great at creating art
80. What are some of your favorite websites?
hotmail, facebook, wordpress, google, buzzfeed
81. What’s the biggest turnoff in a man/woman?
Superficiality.
82. What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told?
That my teacher lost an assignment that I did and got a bad grade on (5th grade) this lie ended up in me repeating the 5th grade which was what I wanted out of it/the purpose of it.
83. What’s something most people don’t know about you?
How much I truly struggle
84. What’s something you wish everyone knew about you?
I’m incredibly complex/complicated
85. What are some of the first things you do in the morning?
Go to the bathroom, take my meds, check my e-mail
86. What’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to you?
can’t think of one specific thing
87. Do you cry easily?
yes but silently most times
88. How do you feel about public speaking?
Oddly, considering my general social awkwardness, I’m comfortable with it.
89. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Hate, loathe, detest (except when it’s one of the chosen few, then I love it).
90. How many emails do you get each week, roughly?

Mostly just FB and wordpress notifications

91. If someone were to make a movie about your life, who would you hope would play you?
No idea
92. What’s one of your favorite questions to ask new friends or to get a conversation going?
I don’t have one
93. Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump?
probably not
94. Have you ever been in a fist fight?
no
95. What’s the best prank you’ve ever pulled?
I don’t think I’ve ever pulled one.
96. What did you do on your 16th birthday?
I don’t know.  But i have a sad looking picture of me blowing out some birthday candles
97. What do you think is one of the most undervalued professions right now?
Teachers,
98. How would you explain your basic life philosophy?
I’m a complicated person with a complicated life.
99. Would you rather be hated or forgotten?
Forgotten.
100. If you knew you would die tomorrow, would you feel cheated today?
Yes and no.  Yes I never achieved “getting better” as i’d define it.  No the pain would finally be over

6 Responses to “100 Questions, 100 Answers”

  1. gertiesjourney June 17, 2015 at 10:27 PM #

    It’s nice to get to know you better with these 100 questions. I hope to be able to use this idea for a future post on my blog. I hope that is okay with you.

    • mm172001 June 18, 2015 at 10:57 AM #

      Yeah of course. I borrowed it from someone else.

      • gertiesjourney June 18, 2015 at 11:12 PM #

        Thanks!!! I hope it’s okay that I added question and changed some of the questions as well. I didn’t include some of the questions. Its going to be one of those post that might take me a day or so to complete. I’ll let you know when it is posted so you can see it.

  2. manyofus1980 June 19, 2015 at 9:52 PM #

    Good answers! will attempt to do this one I think! X

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