11 Jun

I was almost always the host in junior high and high school.  I’m the planner and most of events were planned and executed by me.  Even though I don’t have the reserves of energy I had back then, (thank you mood stabilizers :/ ) I still like hosting.  Sure it can be stressful, but I feel like I have control and that makes me less anxious.  I for the most part know what’s going to happen, and when.  Sometimes who will be there but with things like group I can’t necessarily control that.  I feel like I need to interact with different people and make sure everyone is having fun.  And most of all I feel real accomplished when everyone has a good time!  I think one of the things that makes me happiest is seeing people I care about happy and having played a part in that.   That’s why I host events, even with the anxiety, time, energy, and costs- it’s all worth it.  To see the people I care about laugh and smile, and if I made other people’s day in the progress that’s just a bonus.

One Response to “Socializing”

  1. manyofus1980 June 12, 2015 at 5:43 PM #

    It sounds like you put a lot of thought into planning the events and making things nice.

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