16 May

I hurt. The feelings say cut it will hurt less. The voices saying your over reacting while others say your justified. Pull away, now is a good of time as any, it seems he is anyway. Better yet pull away from all of them, he’s all you had hope for. You don’t deserve friends it hurts so much. You DBT deserve anything. Something had to turn this good day bad. Never catching a break. Withdraw. Shut down. No one will even care. 

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  1. Queen_Cassiopeia May 17, 2015 at 1:53 AM #

    Hey Marci,
    Whoever the people that made you feel bad and don’t understand your situation.
    Ignore them and don’t let them get to you.
    Friends are people who gets you, understands you, and won’t judge you because of having DBT.
    It’s easy to say, but I know it’s hard.
    It will get easier once you learn to ignore them, and think that people who don’t understand you and help you are the people you should not listen to.

    Take care and I wish you to have a great day!
    Smile, try to focus on the positive things, and block the negative things and people in your life. 🙂

    • mm172001 May 20, 2015 at 12:08 PM #

      Some of them like family I love with I have to deal with regularity. And even my closest of friends don’t understand some things. It’s hard unless you’ve lived with it. Thank you for the very nice comment. I’m working on things not bothering as much.

      • Queen_Cassiopeia May 23, 2015 at 9:07 AM #

        Be strong my friend. Remember that you have other people in your life who somehow understands even just a little what you’re going through. 🙂

  2. cazzroo May 17, 2015 at 6:17 AM #

    I feel that the the truth in anything is what the feeling is… and that is absolutely valid… coming from a place that has been hidden, perhaps from childhood, perhaps more recent,y but so many of us walk with these pains, but they haven’t been let out for the light of day… the change that can be, is allowing the pain. Crying like the small child that was hurt, and allowing the tears to flow, being your own loving parent, comforting yourself… I have done this more and more, recently, and it really helps to just allow the feelings.. .any other action is avoiding it… through allowing the tears and the pain, we can breath into it and try to see where this suppressed pain is coming from.. who might have hurt us before, who might have overstepped boudnarues… this did not come from thin air, there will be some reason… i have realised just today that i have been scared offing hit, and so RARELY as an adult have i actually spoken a truth about my vulnerability, or what i;m feeling, when i need to take something for myself, – why? in case i get hit, or shouted at – the feeling of rejection… so allowing that to resonate through me, coming to tears and allowing th pain of that i realise where it comes from and with no judgement to my self, i acknowledge that that was the case…. and thats ok – it is valid to have protected myself like that but i no longer need to… and so the processing continues!!…so much love to you dear one… may you see light amongst the pain xxx

  3. manyofus1980 May 18, 2015 at 9:20 PM #

    I care. Your blogger friends do care. I’m sure I can speak for all of us when I say that. X

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