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16 May

I hurt. The feelings say cut it will hurt less. The voices saying your over reacting while others say your justified. Pull away, now is a good of time as any, it seems he is anyway. Better yet pull away from all of them, he’s all you had hope for. You don’t deserve friends it hurts so much. You DBT deserve anything. Something had to turn this good day bad. Never catching a break. Withdraw. Shut down. No one will even care. 

16 May

I guess people say to talk to the voices.  Right now they are screaming and practically giving me a migraine.  I don’t know how I’m suppose to be communicating or talking with that going on.  It seems like I never win. 😦

Feedback: Voices

16 May

I’ve heard voices for sometime and they come in sets.  I have usually tried to ignore all the voices except the back 2s because they were nice, neutral, or narrating most the time.  Arguing with the side voices would just aggravate them and they’d get louder and more convincing.  Both those sets of voices are no longer around.  However, the back 2s are still here, and I’m not even 100% sure what they are, why they come and go, and why they don’t seem to respond much to anti-psychotics.  A friend suggested maybe I talk to them.  I was always afraid to, because it makes them seem more real, and me more crazy.  I’m also afraid I will get caught up in their reality and lose mine.  Plus some of the stuff they say is scary, confusing, or dangerous.  The most I really interact with them is saying I’ll compromise and then doing part of what they say, so they’ll be quieter.  I’ve once or twice wrote a dictation of what they say on this blog.


For those that hear voices, do you talk to yours?  Why or why not?

Even if you don’t hear voices, what is your thoughts on talking to them?


Thanks for your feedback.

State Of Limbo

16 May

I can relate!

Daily Prompt: Singular Sensation

16 May

WordPress Daily Prompt 5/16/15 If you could have a guarantee that one, specific person was reading your blog, who would you want that person to be? Why? What do you want to say to them?

It would be my case manager because I explain so much of what is going on in my life and how I feel, I think it might give her a better overall picture of me.  Though often we don’t talk therapy talk just what’s been going on lately