5/15/15 update

15 May

Today ended up being a pretty good day. Judging by last night I was thinking about messaging my case manager and asking for an appointment today. The reason was two fold- 1. I’ve been really struggling with empty feelings lately that lead to cutting urges or just not doing anything because it seems nothing matters. 2. I was going to read the rest of the password protected blog and wasn’t sure it’d be a good idea to open that can of worms at my next appoint which is right before a 7 day vacation where I’ll pretty much be around people all the time. That makes me wonder if I should even mention it. I’m afraid I’ll lose my nerve if I don’t do it next week. 
Today I spent most of the day working on my creative stuff. I decorated the cover of my planner I made and it will probably take at least a week to dry. Which also means a week before I can work more on the inside of it. I also did a page in my happy smash and might do a 365 one tomorrow. Here’s a pic of the cover of the journal. 

  

One Response to “5/15/15 update”

  1. manyofus1980 May 18, 2015 at 8:57 PM #

    Glad you seem to be doing better marci. I hope the case manager apt helps. X

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