The Valium wore off

1 May

“You suck. Why don’t you just give in already. You know we’ll win, we always win. Slit the wrists and let the blood pour. Give up now and save the embarrassment and failure. You can’t do anything and as long as you try we’ll be here to mess it up. You don’t deserve shit. I don’t know how you got to where you are but we’ll tear it down. We’ll tear you down. Do it, let the blood flow.”

11 Responses to “The Valium wore off”

  1. gertiesjourney May 1, 2015 at 10:49 PM #

    Please try to stay strong.

  2. bluehero45 May 2, 2015 at 2:41 AM #

    Your mind can be your greatest bully. It’s hard, it’s like having someone follow you around every step of your life just questioning every decision you make and never missing an opportunity to insult you. After hearing him so often you start to believe him, but he is wrong. You may not believe it, but it is the truth.

    • mm172001 May 3, 2015 at 11:44 AM #

      Thanks for such an insightful and thoughtful comment.

  3. prideinmadness May 2, 2015 at 5:18 AM #

    You got this far! You can go further!!
    xoxo

  4. H. May 2, 2015 at 12:47 PM #

    Hugs Marci. I hope you’re ok 😦

    • mm172001 May 3, 2015 at 11:43 AM #

      I’m doing better now.

      • H. May 6, 2015 at 4:01 PM #

        Glad to hear it 🙂

  5. manyofus1980 May 15, 2015 at 9:22 AM #

    So sorry they are plaguing you like that Marci. Sending you hugs. Keep using distraction techniques. xx

    • mm172001 May 15, 2015 at 1:01 PM #

      Thanks. They’ve gotten a little better.

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