29 Apr

shutting down. Self harm urges. Suicidal.

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  1. Ziya Tamesis April 29, 2015 at 6:17 PM #


  2. manyofus1980 April 29, 2015 at 6:34 PM #

    here if you need an ear. If you would like to chat just email me. X

  3. the Prodigal Orphan April 29, 2015 at 7:58 PM #

    It’s hard when the voice of the pain is louder than the voice of reason. It can be terrifying. When nothing out there can drown it out. I haven’t felt that in something like fifty years, but my wife… seven times over three years, starting about seven years ago.
    You know there’s help out there. My God, they’ve even started to advertise it on TV, those “public service announcements” all stations have to broadcast with some degree of regularity.
    It’s often not enough to “make things better”, but sometimes making it temporarily tolerable is all it takes.
    I don’t know you. Don’t know pretty much anything about you aside from what could fit in a paragraph or two on the back inside flap of a book. A paragraph or two above a picture of a somber and reflective you.
    But if you’ve lived with it for a substantial time, I’ll bet at least the south forty that you’ve fought it back before.
    You’re not alone with these feelings.
    There’s someone out there, and they’re closer than you think.
    And they understand better than you figure they do.
    They might not be able to tell you what to do, but maybe they can clear the path for you to think it through.

    • mm172001 May 3, 2015 at 8:03 PM #

      Thank you for your thoughtful comment.

  4. Michael April 29, 2015 at 8:42 PM #

    You must be depressed. I do feel that sometimes, especially at night. 😦 🙂

    • mm172001 May 3, 2015 at 8:04 PM #

      Yeah id does seem to be worse at night.

  5. doomcore April 29, 2015 at 10:17 PM #

    you will survive this storm.

    • mm172001 May 3, 2015 at 8:02 PM #

      Thanks and I did, sometimes I need that encouragement thank you

  6. cazzroo April 30, 2015 at 12:29 AM #

    keep breathing into the pain, and explore where it comes from… you will not die from hurting – but you might just have realisations that can release you from your suffering… so much love to you so so much love to you… allow your hurt, its authentically you, just wish someone was there with you to be with you whilst you go through this time… thoughts with you xxxxxxxx we are allowed to hurt, and when we start allowing it, it is overwhelming so well done for coming this far already!!! ..i believe that when we’ve seen all the hurt we’ve surpressed for years we will have clarity and love and joy can shine through, but our generation is feeling the hurts of ourselves but also our parents and ancestors – so the healing the work yo are doing helps all of your family as well.. hard work but so much needed in this world! good luck and may love be with you xxxxx

  7. Shrewed Up April 30, 2015 at 5:39 AM #

    Big hugs . . .

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