The return of the back 2s

16 Apr

“you’re no good. No one lines you. Everyone can see how messed up you are. Told you so. They don’t even feel sorry for you anymore. Why do you keep trying. I’ve told you they don’t like you. You call that nice, really. Wow someone saying hi. I guess that means you have like a hundred friends right. Cut yourself. No one likes you. You won’t be missed. Totally replaceable. Just do it already. No one likes you.  He doesn’t like you anymore. How many times have I told you. Everyone leaves. You aren’t someone people can be around. You’ll never change. We have that control. And no one will ever like you. You fool we let you think things are okay cuz it’s even better to see your disappointment. We lie in wait, quiet, ready to strike. Hahahahaha. NO ONE LIKES YOU!”

6 Responses to “The return of the back 2s”

  1. Janni Styles April 17, 2015 at 9:28 AM #

    Can’t like. So sorry for what you are enduring. But I know you are a warrior at heart and just know you are not battling alone, my friend. I’ve seen you deal with a lot these past few years and I believe in your ability to overcome your challenges, seen you do it many times. Hang in there, Marci, love you bunches!

  2. manyofus1980 April 18, 2015 at 9:13 AM #

    I’m sorry the voices are saying stuff like that. Its all untrue. I like you. Lots of people care. And like you. I know its hard to believe. But its true. XX

    • mm172001 April 18, 2015 at 9:22 AM #

      Sometimes the voices are so strong.


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