No reason

9 Apr

I woke up feeling defeated.  After yesterday I thought maybe things were going to turn around and level out more.  And then I wake up feeling defeated for no good reason at all.  All I know is I want to crawl back into that bed, pull the covers over my head, and go back to sleep.  I can’t, the 4th test in my week of essays and tests is today.  I still have a little homework to get done and I was going to try and go to group tonight.  I thought today would be a breeze, but it already looks to be an uphill battle.  And all with no explanation or reason.

3 Responses to “No reason”

  1. stuffthatneedssaying April 9, 2015 at 11:23 AM #

    I hate that feeling. I get so frustrated with randomly feeling down when things were seemingly going well.

    • mm172001 April 11, 2015 at 11:01 AM #

      One of the worst things about depression

      • stuffthatneedssaying April 11, 2015 at 11:08 AM #

        I once complained to my therapist about the random, inexplicable bouts of sadness. She said, “Well, you have bipolar disorder. That’s how it works.”

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