23 Feb

Most the times I feel like I don’t have it within myself to convince me of my worth or value. I look to others for reassurance, compliments, worth, and other signs I’m a good person. It has to match up what the person says/does and how I relate to them. I’ve gotten past the really needy behavior of tell me you love me, tell me you care and doing things to get people to say what I want them to say to me. I guess that’s kind of manipulative too. I try to remember times people have said things or done things, but when the now is going on I fear that “that was then” that they don’t care anymore, or as much, or enough.

2 Responses to “Needs”

  1. manyofus1980 February 27, 2015 at 6:26 PM #

    I can relate to this. I think you were brave to write about it. Its a hard topic to write about. xx

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