Feeling dejected and insecure

7 Jan

I wonder if it might be worse because physically I don’t feel good either but I’m super insecure and anxious today. With a bunch of minor emotions mixed in. I’m trying to do opposite action, but I feel no better because of it. I guess I’ve just had too many friendships end when the other person clicked with someone else better and that’s what I’m worried about. It seems so trivial and irrational but it’s still getting me worked up. Part of it is wanting to be the best friend, not just a friend. Even as a type this it sounds stupid. And I can’t communicate worth shit, especially when other people are around.

3 Responses to “Feeling dejected and insecure”

  1. manyofus1980 January 7, 2015 at 11:09 PM #

    It sounds like your just feeling unwell and so a little insecure and emotional. That’s ok. We all understand how that can be. Feel better soon. XX

  2. midnightdemons7 January 8, 2015 at 10:33 AM #

    I won’t leave you. I will always be your friend, count on it! I know I haven’t been available for chats but I have been going to bed early and I miss your IMs. Sorry about that! Hope you don’t hate me.

    • mm172001 January 9, 2015 at 10:07 AM #

      It’s not you, and lately we have had terrible timing!

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