15 Dec

It’s been a crappy day and I have spent most of it in bed.  I didn’t do any studying and my mind has been running away with itself and how I’m such a bad person.  Abandonment fears and anxieties.  Also when my mood drops I panic that it won’t go back up and I’ll fall into another long depression. It’s also been a fat day, a day where my weight bothers me more than usual and I can feel all my fat rolls.  Just overall mostly a bad day.  The only good part was getting a text from a friend.  My sister was going to go with me to get ice cream, and she rarely does; but the ice cream parlor was closed with special hours.  Just seems nothing is working out.  Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day

One Response to “12/15/14”

  1. manyofus1980 December 16, 2014 at 4:52 PM #

    Sorry the day wasn’t great. Hoping tomorrow is better! Xox

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