5 Dec

I got to thinking about trust and disclosure tonight. I’ve mentioned numerous times my ability or lack there of to trust and that I’m likely to hold my cards close. Except to a select few. So I was thinking what if I cot cancer or some terminal illness, who would I tell. Probably not my parents, though I’d probably tell my sister and I’m sure it would get back to them. But informing them seems insignificant and unimportant. Like telling a neighbor or stranger. Maybe it’s just a disconnect I feel now and if it came down to it it’d be another story, but I don’t want anyone to treat me different, pity me, or add extra worry to someone. Plus in a sense I feel like a lot of mental illnesses are terminal illnesses. Will mine be one? I don’t know that.

4 Responses to “Disclosure”

  1. A Million Thoughts December 5, 2014 at 3:40 AM #

    I feel exactly the same way at the moment. x

    • mm172001 December 7, 2014 at 6:53 PM #

      At least we aren’t alone.

  2. manyofus1980 December 5, 2014 at 1:26 PM #

    I agree with you about mental illness being terminal. Its so hard to think about it like that though. XX

    • mm172001 December 7, 2014 at 6:52 PM #

      I’ve never not thought about it that way

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