Abandonment fears and insecurity abound

24 Nov

I’ve been doing pretty well not focusing on the future and trying to be in the here and now but right now I can’t get thoughts out of my head. 20 something’s friend is planning on moving by spring of 2016 if he gets all his classes. I’ve tried to avoid thinking about it because I get incredibly anxious, insecure, and go into a near panic attack. Of course my first instinct is to move too, follow him. And then my second is just to detach so when he leaves it won’t be so hard. Of course both I think make me look like a crazy person. Writing helps calm me a little.

2 Responses to “Abandonment fears and insecurity abound”

  1. manyofus1980 November 25, 2014 at 9:07 AM #

    Loss of anyone is always hard. Change is also hard. I’m sorry its difficult for you right now. xoxo

    • mm172001 November 27, 2014 at 9:37 AM #

      I’m doing pretty good not dwelling on it and it’ll be awhile but knowing it is impending just bothers me.

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