The rest of Thursday…

9 Dec

After I had written yesterday about trying to lay down and listening to the music I threw up.  I ended up writing my case manager a message and then had an appointment at 6:30pm.  I was able to do my video except that the camera turned itself off 4 times!! >: l

I took my final and I thought I did well.  I ended up going over on my session for about 1/2 hour.  I realized sometimes I need to get my emotions out instead of just trying to keep closing things down.  She mentioned that the way people are able to hurt others is because they don’t have an emotional attachment/reaction to it.  I was thinking and most times I cut, I’m in an unemotional dead kind of state and even most times I don’t care much for myself.  I still had my regular session today at 11:30am, it was real chill since I had so much yesterday.  I mentioned stuff I was going to say eventually but gave the excuse that I didn’t want to open anything up before my mexico trip.  I hope this week is better than last.

Sorry more happened and this is a crappy update but all for now.

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